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[10 Nov 2005|08:05pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

God what the hell it's always in the back of my mind. Eh whatever i'm fuckin over it.

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[10 Nov 2005|07:03am]
[ mood | nauseated ]

I felt like an idiot after realizing that I was gettin myself into a situation that I shouldn't be in. It wasn't my business. I'm sorry. But there really is a difference between being blatantly honest and being a jackass about it.

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[09 Nov 2005|07:04am]
[ mood | irate ]

I don't understand how people can go around bashing/flaming/putting down other people, especially on the internet. It just doesn't make sense to me. It jsut reflects the content of a person's personality I guess. If they can say so much stuff on the itnernet, it makes me wonder if that's how they are in real life. PPS boards are going down the drain. Sorry, Patty. People just don't have common courtesy anymore.

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[27 Aug 2005|12:38am]
[ mood | cold ]

Yarg how do i sound singing this?


different singing style for me. Let me know what you think please. =)

In other news.. its freezing in Antioch.. 65 degrees.. brrrr.

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[16 Aug 2005|09:46am]
[ mood | curious ]

Went to registration... uh yeah...

05-06 Schedule:

1. Divine Voices - Henderson
2. Japanese - Sugiura
3. Govt CP - Freeman
3. (2nd Sem) Cartooning 1 - Leach
4. Show Choir - Henderson
5. Calc AP - McClain
6. Library Assistant - Green
6. (2nd Sem) - Econ CP - Sweeney
7. English 12 CP - Mack

Only thing i'm iffy about...is taking japanese...and also, why do i get cartooning ONE in SECOND semester... thats wierd.. i think im gonna go check that out...or call. But pretty much, classes are easy... depending on the eacher anyway. I seriously dunno bout taking japanese... aha. But ish coo. I guess I'll take it.

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Thought it was nifty.. [16 Aug 2005|01:27am]
[ mood | awake ]

More Scientific

You have:

The graph on the right represents your place in Intuition 2-Space. As you can see, you scored above average on emotional intuition and well above average on scientific intuition.Your scientific intuition is stronger than your emotional intuition.

Your Emotional Intuition score is a measure of how well you understand people, especially their unspoken needs and sympathies. A high score score usually indicates social grace and persuasiveness. A low score usually means you're good at Quake.

Your Scientific Intuition score tells you how in tune you are with the world around you; how well you understand your physical and intellectual environment. People with high scores here are apt to succeed in business and, of course, the sciences.

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

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You scored higher than 33% on Scientific

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You scored higher than 0% on Interpersonal
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I are Japanese. Harro [03 Aug 2005|08:37am]
[ mood | amused ]



i am a city.. yes!

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[26 Jul 2005|11:01pm]
[ mood | tired, confused, contemplative ]

The musical for next year better not be cheesy.. lol.

In other news...

I got my SS card today.. well applied for it. should recieve it soon. Got the reciept tho. yay. Now i hope jenny got my work permit done...call her tomorrow. Ahh.. i realized that I really like coldplay today after listening to the whole CD while riding in the car omw to San Fran....and san fran was pretty today too.. the fog rolling in and such.. man I wish I lived there than in antioch...I never really wanted to move out her but stupid landlord chargin too much..it woulda been cheaper to buy a house than to pay rent. After all the renovations we did at our old house to...so much memories...

That my first home in the US...it was really nice wit a pretty coo backyard. I used to play spaceship in the playground area we had when i was little. Thats all me and my brothers would do.. play in the yard on the slide and pretend we were on a spaceship.. so much fun. Especially when our cousins came over. haha. But..i wish i was still livin there. But this hosue is nice too...way bigger than the old one, but...i miss it.

And I also been wanting to jus go walk in Downtown SF at the embarcadero, and market, and metreon, and Castro.. at night especially.. alone too.. iunno why, i just want to.. lol.

Hmmmm....And i really wanna move out of this house.. so many rules, imma be graduatin nex year so.. one mroe year of some of the bullshit wit livin wit my parents. Of course I appreciate all they've done for me, put a roof over my head for the past 17 years of my life, and providing for me. That's all i can really say they have done for me. Seems like we never had any real conversations, no deep talks. Thats why maybe i feel i can trust my friends more than them...iunno they wouldnt understand.. theyre more traditional than the new generation. And im not going to use "oh we live in america now, we have to act a certain way." That's no excuse.

i act the way i act because thats the way i grew up to be... nothin more. I didn't really ask anyone or had to choose who i wanted to be or what lifestyle i wanted to live. it just kinda happened. I'm jus tired of people sayin "you turned out the way you did because of the choices you made." For the most part it may be true but some aspects of what a person's personality and lifestyle becomes isn't really a choice. [if that makes sense]

Even if one chooses to be someone in life or chooses to act a certain way, it may not be his or her true desires. For instance, a man or woman who is unsure of his or her sexuality; They may choose to live a heterosexual life and try to convince themselves that they are hetero, but in reality, deep down inside, they kno what they really want. Or someone choosin to act a certain way jus so they would "fit in" the crowd or what not. Or someone who chooses to do something jus cause it would make their parents or someone else happy. Which brings this to me.

Like i said, I have one more year and I will be graduating, but i still have no idea what i wanna do or what college i want to go to. A big part of this confusion is caused by me making a choise between makingmyself happy or making my parents happy/doing what they want me to do. So im stuck... someone help me on this one. Thing is, they want me to go to stanford and they believe i will make it if i jus apply. The issues I'm havin is, how am i going to be sure i will make it into stanford, and if i do, how am i going to pay without some sort of scholarship? I have no idea, someone help me. hah..

But anyways.. i kinda.. went..talked a lot..well typed.. haha. didnt mean to.

can't wait till i start working too.

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yay [23 Jul 2005|12:35am]
[ mood | amused ]

yay! i got a $12.78 paycheck!! lol. my very first paycheck.. no use usin it so i'll jus save it.. haha. the restaurant is beginning to look REALLY nice. looks so different than before.. I'm excited ut i still need to get my work permit and SS card.

note: I WANNA WATCH Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire NOW.. haha. Stanislav Ianevski.. aka viktor kurm... =)

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SAW [20 Jul 2005|11:58pm]
Ohhhkay so im a lil late in watchin this saw movie but i finally did just now and its the most fucking demented, scary, ingenious shit i've seen in a while. Godddd..haha that movie was scary to watch but after seein it, i think i liked it a lot. Scary..scary scary...but i did find it kinda hard to not say "Shoot him you fucking idiot!" at the TV at some parts. But it still wouldn't have mattered anyways cause of the twist at the end...fuckin brilliant i say.. sheeeesshh.

on another note, i finished reading Half-Blood Prince...
*SPOILERS* In here..views/opinionsCollapse )
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[17 Jul 2005|10:26am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I feel so outcasted right now, no idea why. I guess when you get really bored and have nothing else to do, you just get to thinkin.

But....i'll get over it.


heck yes

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[16 Jul 2005|11:50am]
[ mood | hot ]


And umm..yeah thanks for tellin me guyssss.. XD

So i call alex like 2 minutes ago and they tellme theyre in great america so im like ohhh okayy no one tol dmeee.. XD but ish coo. If i can find a way to get there (most likely not) ill get tehre but uh yeah.. have fun. (Thanks a lot Ed and Jeremy!!... lol just kidding) I can find something to do here..in..antioch...lol.

so yesterday...

I call sabi up around 2:30 to see what he doin and when ahmed is havin his birthday dinner. Uh..no way of gettin there. lol. So sabi tells me to take BART and im like.. eh...so i think about it. Call him up again and tell him imma do it cause ihavent seen em in hella long. Sooo i get ready and my sister takes like forever to get ready jus to drop me off at BArt.. figures.

Finally get to bart and take the hour and 45 minute ride to the Frmont station where I wait bout 20minutes for sabi to pick me up, which was cool cause I didnt know riding alone on bart would be pretty calming.. haha. And i also saw this guy wholook a lot Like Professor Lupin/David Thewlis and i couldnt take my eyes off him....lol cause they looked so alike. cept he was REALLY tall and rode a bike..XD

So sabi picks me up ad we go drive in traffic.. funn... and cole calls havin bike troubles..stop to pick him up and off the great mall where i finally met Panda and Jimmy.. funny poeple. Panda you're so sweeett. We sit at the food court and i bought a cinnabon and we talked and yeah..jus chilled.

Left around 7:20-30 ish to head over to TGIF in Union City but mom calls tellin me i need to go home...hah waste of a trip but not really cause i got to chill wit sabi again. SO sorry ahmed that I didn't get a chance to see you and wish you a happy bday. I hope it was fun.

Got on bart, went home, and slept. Tiring..

PS: I wouldnt have taken bart alone but since i love you guys so much it was worth it.. XD even tho i didnt get to see you ahmed. :(

edit: Ah and i never picked up my HBP book.. O_O.. sorry tammi and joji and..whoever else was there...gahh.

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[14 Jul 2005|06:39pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

So i've decided to update my journal. Why? no reason other than I'm bored and I wanna put my George Eads avatar to good use.. lol. *swoons*.. lol

Anyways...it's been summer for the past...2..3? weeks... 3 i think.. or 4.. wow i can't remember.. anyways.. or month is it?. aha. Nothing really exciting has happened other than the fact that Alex came up from San Clemente to visit and its been great, though i havent seen him in 4 days...lol. We should be doin somethin tomorrow or sunday..he's here till the 17th? yesh..This saturday is Jason and Ahmed's bday. prolly gonna head to Peter's house there and then proceed to Ahmed's bday dinner thingy.. and HOPEFULLY try to make it back in time for the Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince midnight party at B&N. Ahh yesss.. little kiddies here i come.

And i got a job!! But i just need to find.get a new SS card.. lol. Training is supposed to be the first week of august.. store opens in the middle of august to the public.. yep yep.. L&L Hawaiin Barbecue if you're wondering.. sounds really fun to work at. and yeahhh..summers been okay!

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[28 Mar 2005|07:05pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Just had an urge to visit Jay's xanga again.. reread comments. And I thought about how I really miss him. I wondered how things would be different if he was here..or would they be. Of course they would be. I'd actually have someone to talk to seriously about anything and not judge me. I miss those days after school walkin home and having deep conversations with him. I remember we'd even stop in the middle of the sidewalk by his house just so we could talk some more. And I will never forget the days when I would go to his house uninvitied...haha..thanks again Tita Pacita for letting me stay. I mean...iunno..I guess you never really get over something like this...you may think you have..but really you havent..

And it made me think....what are we to this earth we live on. Just creatures walking it?..nothing more? I mean...We are born, we live, we die...and we are jsut memories. Memories soon to be forgotten...

"Every 15 Minutes" is happening at school this year...dunno bout that especially since Pete is gonna do a speech of some sort.

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Stability |||||||||||||||| 66%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56%
Empathy |||||||||||| 43%
Interdependence |||||||||| 36%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 50%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Religious |||||| 23%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||| 36%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 43%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking || 10%
Need to dominate || 10%
Romantic |||||||||| 36%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 63%
Anti-authority |||||| 23%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||||||||||| 56%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||| 36%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 63%
Food indulgent |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Histrionic |||||||||| 36%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 43%
Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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[08 Mar 2005|10:54pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Dance the night away by karchan85
What you Look like
The MusicClassical
Quiz created with MemeGen!

oh heck yeah!

Upcoming Events!

Thursday March 10th, 7pm - Opening Night of "Fame!" the musical at the Deer Valley theater! Come and enjoy a fantastic show!

Tuesday March 15th 7pm - Spaghetti Feed Dinner show from Show Choir. Tickets are only 12 dollars. Come support show choir and enjoy a good meal and a wonderful entertaining show!. See me or call me for tickets! (925) 754 - 5069

Tired as heck..update mroe later...gnight everyone!
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[25 Feb 2005|09:30pm]
[ mood | Amused again...ahaha ]

i found this fairly amusing.. ahaha introduce to you the fundamentals of Leetspeak:

Key points for learning leetspeek
• Numbers are often used as letters. The term "leet" could be written as "1337," with "1" replacing the letter L, "3" posing as a backwards letter E, and "7" resembling the letter T. Others include "8" replacing the letter B, "9" used as a G, "0" (zero) in lieu of O, and so on.

• Non-alphabet characters can be used to replace the letters they resemble. For example, "5" or even "$" can replace the letter S. Applying this style, the word "leetspeek" can be written as "133t5p33k" or even "!337$p34k," with "4" replacing the letter A.

• Letters can be substituted for other letters that may sound alike. Using "Z" for a final letter S, and "X" for words ending in the letters C or K is common. For example, leetspeekers might refer to their computer "5x1llz" (skills).

• Rules of grammar are rarely obeyed. Some leetspeekers will capitalize every letter except for vowels (LiKe THiS) and otherwise reject conventional English style and grammar, or drop vowels from words (such as converting very to "vry").

• Mistakes are often left uncorrected. Common typing misspellings (typos) such as "teh" instead of the are left uncorrected and may be adopted to replace the correct spelling altogether.

• Non-alphanumeric characters may be combined to form letters. For example, using slashes to create "/\/\" can substitute for the letter M, and two pipes combined with a hyphen to form "|-|" is often used in place of the letter H. Thus, the word ham could be written as "|-|4/\/\."

• The suffix "0rz" is often appended to words for emphasis or to make them plural. For example, "h4xx0rz," "sk1llz0rz," and "pwnz0rz," are plural or emphasized versions (or both) of hacks, skills, and owns.

It's important to remember that the leetspeek community encourages new forms and awards individual creativity, resulting in a dynamic written language that eludes conformity or consistency. However, there are a few standard terms. The following is a sample of key words that haven't changed fundamentally (although variations occur) since the invention of leetspeek. The first series is of particular concern, as their use could be an indicator that your teenager is involved in the theft of intellectual property, particularly licensed software.

Leet words of concern or indicating possible illegal activity:

• "warez" or "w4r3z": Illegally copied software available for download.

• "h4x": Read as "hacks," or what a computer hacker does.

• "pr0n": An anagram of "porn," possibly indicating the use of pornography.

• "sploitz" (short for exploits): Vulnerabilities in computer software used by hackers.

• "pwn": A typo-deliberate version of own, a slang term used to express superiority over others that can be used maliciously, depending on the situation. This could also be spelled "0\/\/n3d" or "pwn3d," among other variations. Online video game bullies or "griefers" often use this term.

Other common leet words:

• "kewl": A common derivation of "cool."

• "m4d sk1llz" or "mad skills": Refers to one's own talent. "m4d" itself is often used for emphasis.

• "n00b," "noob," "newbie," or "newb": Combinations synonymous with new user. Some leetspeekers view "n00b" as an insult and "newbie" as an affectionate term for new users.

• "w00t" or the smiley character \o/: An acronym that means "We Own the Other Team," used to celebrate victory in a video game.

• "roxx0rs" Used in place of "rocks," typically to describe something impressive.

• "d00d": Replaces the greeting or addressing someone as a "dude."

• "joo" and "u": Used instead of "you." This is also commonly written as "j00" or "_|00."

• "ph": often replaces "f," as in "phear" for "fear" (as in "ph34r my l33t skillz") and vice versa, such as spelling "phonetic" as "f0|\|371(."


source: http://www.microsoft.com/athome/security/children/kidtalk.mspx (yeah that's right, microsoft)

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LoL [21 Feb 2005|05:26pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

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[13 Feb 2005|10:33pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

First to start off with this....I was talkin about gackt on my myspace as the BG music but mat thought I had found a profile for Gackt so he got all excited...anwyays....

XAnjoJojoX: i meant the music on my myspace
XAnjoJojoX: ahaha
XAnjoJojoX: my bg music
Beat t0 8347: ...
Beat t0 8347: ::kick:: :P
XAnjoJojoX: aha
XAnjoJojoX: got you all hot and spicy for nothing huh
Beat t0 8347: ...
Beat t0 8347: ::puts away lotion::
XAnjoJojoX: LMAO

Well today was Cesel's birthday celebration at Roller Haven/Her house. It was really fun excpet the skating part...it was a lil boring..ahaha. but it was fun hanging out with June there and his leet skating skills. XD But the hosue was better. and ooh ooh I met Ingrid from Divine Voices! But I did think it was really weird cause I thought Ingrid was a Junior... ahahhaa. and omg no she is a sophomore..so weird...=P

But the house was more fun. June and his crazy speech pattern. all these...sexual inuendos...ahahhaa. Annnyyyways, I spent most of the time talking with June and Ingrid about a lot of stuff, especially Anime Conventions. I wanna go to OD, Recca, and Fanime!!! But yeah..i need money. hopefully I can save. anyhoots when everyone left it was just me and Ingrid left. we played a quick game of pool, ate some cake and then Cesel's parents dropped us off. I had a great time today and I made new friends!

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[29 Dec 2004|09:49pm]
[ mood | Thinking... ]

From Mat's LJ:

first car: none yet
first job: not yet
first screenname: AnjoBen516
first self purchased album: lol...NSYNC first album
first funeral: My Lola B
first pet: Tripod (my three legged cat that died bout 2 years ago)
first piercing/tattoo: none
first big trip: From the PI to the States
first play/musical/performance: Kindergarten play. (I was Poppa bear in a christmas Bear Play)
first sport you played: as in team sports?... Rugby in 8th grade. That didnt last very long.
first date: Freshman year.

last good cry: dont remember.
last library book checked out: Our Town and Daisy Miller (For honors english 11)
last movie seen: Was it....National Treasure.
last book read: Huck Finn
last cuss word uttered: probably shit
last beverage drank: Mango puree
last food consumed: rice and spam
last phone call: My cousin called asking me to play WC3 wit him
last tv show watched: VHS: Quest for Camelot
last time showered: Yesterday evening
last shoes worn: my blue converse shoes.
last cd played: Leslies k-pop mix CD she made me
last item bought: clothes: Chucks, Levi's pants, Van Heusen dress shirt Food: Micky D's Double cheeseburger for $1.08
last downloaded: I dont remember..
last annoyance: Dad talking crap bout me/pissing me off
last disappointment: hmmm....
last soda drank: Mug rootbeer
last key used: carkey for the Van
last word spoken: did
last sleep: 10:00 pm (last night) - 9:00 am (this morning)
last IM: Jenny
last weird encounter: cant remember
last ice cream eaten: Sundae from Micky D's
last time amused: playing WC3
last time hugged: Fuck....when was the last time i got hugged....
last time scolded: earlier.
last chair sat in: other than this, downstairs eating my rice and spam.
last shirt worn: besides this, my grey hard rock cafe shirt that i jsut spilled juice all over. :D
last time dancing: DDR?...lol At Six Flags Magic Mountain on sunday.

have you?
[]been drunk
[]smoked pot
[]kissed a member of the opposite sex
[x]rode in a taxi
[]been dumped
[]been fired
[]had a job
[x]been in a fist fight
[]snuck out
[]been arrested.
[]stole something from your job?
[]celebrated new years in times square
[]went on a blind date
[]smoked a cigarette
[]gone on an airplane by yourself
[]broken a bone
[]had sex in a car
[X]white lied to a friend
[x]went swimming in your bathtub
[X]had a crush on a teacher
[]celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
[]been to europe.
[]made out in a movie theater
[]taken caffine pills
[X]been to Disneyland
[x]had a crush on someone you hardly knew
[x]been to california
[]been skinny dipping
[x]regretted something
[X]peed on someones lawn
[X]skipped school
[]thrown up from drinking
[]lost a parent
[X]kissed a member of the same sex
[x]been in a car accident
[]partied for days and days straight
[x]had a family member die
[X]played 'clue'
[x]had a sleepover party
[]went ice skating
[]dropped x
[]been cheated on
[x]had a boyfriend/girlfriend
[] had a 3some
[]had a sweet sixteen
[]had/have a car
[]had sex on a roof, with your friends unknowingly watching?

do you?
[ ]have a bf.
[]have a gf.
[x]have a crush.
[]have a dog
[]have your own room.
[x]listen to rap.
[x]paint your nails.
[]play a sport.
[]play more than one sport.
[X]watch sports on tv.
[x]have a fav. group/singer/artist.
[x]have more than 1 best friend.
[x]get good grades.
[x]sing/play an instrument.
[x]have slippers.
[x]wear boxers
[]wear black eyeliner.
[x]like the color blue
[x]like the color yellow.
[x]like to read.
[x]like to write.
[]have long hair.
[]have medium hair
[X]have short hair.
[]have a cell phone.
[]have a laptop.
[]have a pager

are you?
[x]decent looking.
[]talking to someone.
[]IMing someone.
[]scared to die.
[]on the phone.
[]in your room.
[]drinking something.
[]eating something.
[x]in your pjs.
[x]listening to music.
[]homophobic (Fuck no im not)

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Happy Holidays [24 Dec 2004|11:44pm]

Happy Holidays everyone! And it is only 20 more minutes to christmas. =) Wait Wait you guys need a picture....lemme make one real quick....

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haha sorry I forgot to smile. Oh well. Enjoy your holidays. =)

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